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Name: Stephanie
Birthday: 6/13/1986
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Member Since: 10/14/2004

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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Taking a quick break from homework and writing a little bit about my weekend before the next few days from hell begin. hehe i'm j/k they won't be that bad, just very busy and lots of work. Even this weekend is gonna be kinda crazy. The only thing I hate about being so busy, besides losing an incredible amount of sleep, is having more than one thing goin on at the same time. When I have two meetings and work at the same time it gets a little hectic. Well this weekend was fun! It began on Thursday when I saw Oceanview. That was fun. Friday was busy with work and research. I hung out with Shalenee and walked around the circle, I watched Gilmore Girls with Holly and Nicole, and watched a movie with Katelyn. I went shopping on Saturday with Shalenee and Holly which was a lot of fun even though I left my credit card in my room and had no money to actually buy anything. Oh well, that is probably for the best. On Sunday I spent a good four hours at the library, went to mass twice, hung out with Fran, took another hilarious and entertaining walk around the circle with Shalenee and Fran, and saw some friends I haven't seen in awhile! The weekend went by way too fast. Monday and today were pretty decent days however the next three days are going to be crazy! Than I have a brief break on Friday evening and the craziness starts up again, continuing through next week and even the beginning of spring break. Well everything is goin good with me besides bein sleep deprived, which is mostly my own fault. I am really happy with things right now and I am amazed at how fast the semester is goin! I love all my friends and Kevin you need to come visit soon! hugs and kisses :)


Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Of course the day couldn't end as perfectly as I would have liked. I don't why I am writing this entry because I don't even know how to describe how I feel. This feeling of sadness iis something I can't put into words. I cry and don't really know why. I am sad for someone, someone I care about very much. I just realized today all that he is going through and it hurts me to think of all his pain and confusion. I just remember high school and how naive I was and how life was just so sweet and sugar coated.  I lived in this bubble, believing all these things that ended up to be lies. It hurts me to know that he is dealing with all of these thngs that I never thought he would go through, that I never imagined would happen. I still can't explain it but this has helped. To my friend, I love you and will always be here for you.  *kiss*


Suprisingly, today has been a great day so far. This morning when I woke up I saw that my oh so sweet mate had colored me this cute picture of Pooh and Piglet playing in the snow cause last night we played in the snow. It was nice to wake up and have that picture and note that she left for me. I forgot what just one little thing can mean to someone or do for someone's day. Well to add to my good morning I rather enjoyed Anthropology which I was on time for and I was able to finish my Sociology take home quiz in time for class. The afternoon was even better than the morning for many reasons. In Spanish class I was delighted to find out that our homework that had been assigned was not needed for the class today. We watched a cool movie about the running of the bulls on Valentine's Day and I got to talk to the cutest guy in my class who I also saw in the commons today and talked to there. :) Well that does not end my good afternoon. In Sociology we finally had class  although the professor wasn't there. We had a sub and there was a great debate going in the class on the NCLB act. After class I went to library and finished some very important schoolwork and than I actually went to the gym, a place I haven't ventured to since the second week of classes. To complete  my wonderful afternoon I came back to my room and my roomie SIm and Cam were here. I never realized how much I missed the baby talk...scary lol. Well that is what has been goin on today...ooo i am in such a agood mood...the day will end well as long as the seafood is good in the d-hall and I get some homework done! :)


Monday, February 28, 2005

Ok, continuing from earlier. My roomie was moved out and not because she wanted to be. All that happened was so ridiculous and unfair to her as well as to Tierra, Cam, and I. It is crazy! I listened to My Boo and other rap and r&b stuff cause I am used to her bein here. I just feel bad for her. She does not deserve this. She is a good person. I am still holding on to hope though and praying that all will be ok. Well, to end my long day yesterday, the washer I used to do laundry was broken and I had to wash my clothes twice cause they were soakig wet, costing me more money and keeping me up for two hours later. Not cool. I really needed this day off to relax amd have fun.
Speaking of today...I played in the snow and walked around the circle with Shalenee which was fun! I am such a dork and poor Shaleene had to witness my crazy and weird side. Oh well, it was bound to happen. lol. I'm gonna go out in the snow in a lil bit too with Ti and Katelyn. I love the snow! I haven't gotten any work done though today. I am in a procrastinating, I hate all schoolwork and feel like being lazy mood. This happens every once in awhile and I dunno why but I always have a couple weeks of serious studying and motivation afterwards so it might be worth it.
Something else that has been bothering me recently is this feeling of being incomplete. This feeling of having this hole that I can only temporarily fill with lots of things that seem great but are really quite meaningless. I just don't understand why it is so hard for me to find what it is I need to fill that hole. Whatever, I keep crying out and I don't seem to be heard. Lots of issues with friends right now too. Oh well, I guess I shouldn't expect anything to have an easy or perfect life. Gotta deal with whatever life throws at ya.


Taking a break from studying cause it's SNOWING and I have no classes! :) I don't have much to rant about but I guess my weekend deserves a mention. I went home to watch my sisters and take Michelle to her band concert and soccer game. I took Lisa to Just Puppies where we got to hold and play with all the puppies. We held this one really cute and tiny Shi tzu. He was such a cuddly love yet very playful as well. I took Michelle to the mall and we went to Jillians and FYE. It was fun to be able to spend some time with my sisters but Lisa was still clingy and sad when I left. I don't know what to do about that. I just hope everything is ok at home and at her school. Yesterday was a long day for a number of reasons. First of all, I had research training and work training which lasted mist of the day. When I finally got back to my room I found out that my roomie was gone. Well I gtg, I'll finish this later



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